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August 2011

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Dilemas

We are in serious need of some internet at the Hinkle and Simms Casa. No Pretty little liars, no checking of work schedule, no facebook, twitter, tumblr, and of course no homework to be done online. I can’t hack it anymore the 30th can NOT come soon enough. Kayla’s got Stuff TO DO! 

A little dramatic I know but you don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone, and now i’m hurting. 

So here is the update: School started yesterday and so far I absolutely love it. School is huge and busy and crowded and FILLLED with hot men. Yes, heaven like visualization I must say. Just picture it for a second please….. but above that classes seems to be really chill, teachers are nice, English may be a slight snooze fest but hey can’t get em all. Ha. Fairly cool people in my classes again English may be a snooze at 9:30am..and my first class of the day that could be a problem but we’ll see. French may kick my ass for a while until I learn the basics and the teacher starts talking in ENGLISH! were a 101 meaning ZERO french history class—speak my language and your language S»L»O»w»l»Y! Thanks. 

But on a not so class related basis. It’s been kind of fun to run into all these people you know on campus but don’t plan on necessarily hanging out with, so you get a little friendly update and sense of familiarity and comfort while still being forced to live on your own and create new friendships etc. It’s been good.

There are definitely some characters on this campus tho!! Like at this moment im sitting next  to a gentlemen with a unicorn tattoo on his right forearm, like sheep sandles that look like he cute the toes out of slippers a ripped grey t-shirt made into a tank and some jeans that YUP you guessed it have been transformed into shorts a the knee. SO CUTE!… and did i mention his hair—that goes all the way down his back? Sexy..sexy.

Got to go to class now hopefully with be able to update again soon. OH ALSO I AM OFFICIALLY A MANAGER AT EXPRESS! got my store keys last night. I jingle!! haha.  

Aug 23, 2011
Aug 13, 20114 notes
#UK #United Kingdom #College #England #jhfkjadhksdfh
Reality Just Hit

It’s been a long time since I have been here, but i feel like reality has just sunk in. I have no idea what i’m doing in life and where i’m going anymore. My school has changed, my major is a little different and I haven’t even started my major classes. Life is exciting and brand new and mother freaking scary. 

Reality of life—the world is all an unknown and I am in charge of making my own destiny. Finding my own path. Conquering my challenges and succeeding at what I desire to accomplish—but what if i don’t know what I want to accomplish anymore. What if all the things I was so sure about once upon a time have all disappeared. Now I’m the one that needs a clue, a direction, a guide in this crazy world..I’ve never not been in charge, going and need no one to get there. Life is all new and i can’t say i’m excited for it. When will life be exciting, less evolved around school, career and more about friends family and actually being able to take a second to relax and enjoy the new things I have. 

I’m ready for an adventure and I need some inspiration because I’m sick of going through the motions of a day because I know I should be accomplishing something—when in reality I have zero things that I wish to accomplish. Every day is a tedious day that provides very little excitement. I need a change and I need inspiration. 

Where did life go? Where is the fun and why won’t my moral conscience  shut up and let me have fun instead of don’t turn out like the other person you’re related too. Don’t fail. Don’t quit, and be successful. Pay your bills. Go to work. Be responsible. I want to be irresponsible. The student that only goes to class. That dates. That absolutely does not care…

Aug 13, 2011
Aug 13, 20117 notes
#Canon AE-1 #AE-1 #Jessops SHR 200 #Edinburgh #Scotland #UK #film
Aug 12, 2011215 notes
#lit #books #London #book market #Waterloo Bridge #secondhand books
“Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends, and integrity. And you’re keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls…are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered.” —James Patterson (Suzanne’s Diary for Nicholas)
Aug 12, 2011475 notes
#lit #literary quotes #life
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